When I first saw Josh, I didn't think anything different. He was another new guy who'd joined at the beginning of the term and that was that. He soon fitted in and had a group of friends. He was tall (6 ft 3) and pale with brown hair and hazel eyes. I on the other hand was 5 ft 10 with a golden tan and black hair.
A week passed without anything extraordinary happening. One afternoon it was break time and I was reading quietly on the grass. A shadow appeared over me and I saw Josh standing with a football.
'Do you want to play football with us? We're a man down from two complete teams.'
I kinda wanted to be left alone and was about to tell him bluntly when I noticed his expression - he looked almost concerned. I eased up a bit.
'No thanks I'm fine just reading today.' I said.
In return, he shrugged and smiled, walking off with the ball. I watched him walk off and noticed how defined he was around the face and as soon as I began to get absorbed into my book again, I was surprised by Josh once more who came back, this time without a ball.
'How come you're not playing?' I asked.
'Oh they had an extra player when I got back so there was one too many instead so I volunteered to sit out. I don't mind really. I play a lot anyway.'
I smiled at the thought that he'd come to sit with me and we began chatting about football and the day and how he had settled in. Soon break was over and we headed back and I began thinking how much I actually liked Josh and liked hanging out with him.
We didn't really talk for the next few days but I couldn't help seeing him in a different way. I sneaked glances at him and once more we got talking at lunch. I realised I wanted him for a friend. We hung out more and more and he would sneak a glance at me too during class and then turn away when I looked at him. We would go home together on the train and often we would go to his house.
One week Josh and I had gone to my house. We were exhausted after playing football in the afternoon at school in a match and came back to chill out. We went to my room where there was an Xbox. All afternoon I couldn't help but think how good he looked in his sports kit and I felt myself every time getting stiffer when the thought arose. That afternoon was soon to change dramatically.
"I'm tired." He said with his eyes closed and his arms sprawled out on my bed. "Do you mind if I take a nap?"
"I guess you can if you want, but do you really mean to tell me that you came all the way over here just to take a nap?" I said.
"No I came here to be with you."
"I guess this means you don't want to play, right?" I asked.
"I was kind of thinking we could do something else." He said as a smile spread across his face.
"What?" I asked.
He opened his eyes and turned his head towards me and began rubbing his fingers over his chest. "I like you." He said softly.
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I realised that how I had been feeling about Josh was the same as how he felt about me and it made me nervous and excited at the same time.
"I like you too." I said. "I like you a lot."
"I like you a lot too. I was thinking do you want to kiss?'
'You want to kiss?" I asked.
"Yeah, don't you?"
I thought about it for a second.
"Sure I guess I do actually.'
"Friends love each other, that's what makes them friends, and we're friends. No one has to know about anything we do today." He said.
"Yeah but..."
Josh then got off the bed, kicked off his shoes, and walked over to the chair where I was sitting. He then sat on my lap, put his arms around me, and put his head on my chest. I instinctively put my arms around him. "The only people that we have to answer to for anything right now is each other." He said.
I immediately started getting excited. "Let's go to the bed, this is uncomfortable on this chair." I said. We walked over to the bed. We collapsed in a heap, with our arms around each other. Josh began running his right index finger over my lips and eyes. I began rubbing his right ear, kind of feeling it and rubbing my fingers over it. Josh was running his fingers through my hair.
"You have nice hair and I like your eyes." He said.
"I like your eyes too." I said. "They're really nice and blue."
We began moving our faces closer. I could feel his breath hitting my face. We got closer still until our lips touched. We pulled back a little and then touched lips again. I could feel Josh kiss me and I kissed back. We kissed again and both broke up into giggles. We looked at each other and then kissed again, this time more forcefully. We plunged our tongues into each others mouths. I had never done that with anyone and never once thought I would do that with another boy, but here we were doing it and it felt great. I could feel his tongue rolling around over mine. I put my hand up his shirt and began caressing his chest. Josh ran his hand up my left leg and over my butt. I put my hand under his arm and took the shirt with me. He sat up and took the shirt off. I took my shirt off too. He then sat on the edge of the bed and leaned back so that his head was right in my lap. I traced his nipples, ran my hand up and down between his neck and his belly button. His eyes were open and his fingers were splaying apart and closing.
"I can feel your heart beating". He said. He then began rubbing his dick through his pants.
"Do you want to go all the way?" I asked.
"Yes." He said.
"Let's take our clothes off and get under the covers then, is that ok?" I asked, my voice trembling and my breath panting.
"Ok." He said. We then got up and dropped our pants and underwear and took our socks off. We both stood naked and looked at each other. Josh had a boner that stuck straight up and I could see his balls hanging down. My dick stuck up straight and was a little bit bigger. We were both circumcised.
"You have a nice looking dick." said Josh in a breathy voice. I walked over to him and we began kissing again.
We embraced and ran our hands through each others hair and down our backs while we kissed. I ran my hands over his butt and back up his back. Josh reached down to my dick and took it in his hand and began squeezing and fondling it. He then put his hand around it and began jerking it in an up and down motion. I gasped and he immediately let go.
"I'm sorry. Did that hurt you?" He panted.
"No it felt really good. I love it." I said right before I kissed him again. I then took Josh's hand and lay down on the bed. He got on top of me and we began grinding our dicks together. I could feel his hot breath on my face as we ground into each other. I wrapped my legs around him and ran my hands up and down his back and over his butt while we ground.
"Can I suck your dick?' Josh whispered.
"Yes." I said. Josh went down and started kissing my dick. Then he started licking the top of it. My head was exploding and I was seeing stars. He then plunged it into his mouth and began bobbing his head up and down. An electric tingling radiated from my dick and into my stomach. It started getting stronger and stronger. Josh then began rubbing his tongue over the top of my dick and then I came. I thought I was going to pass out. I buckled my hips upward and I felt like I wasn't getting any breath even though I was panting like a long distance runner, then it got even stronger. My eyes were closed and I was clawing into my bed sheets. I saw explosions of colors and shapes for a full minute and I think I made some kind of animal noise. After almost two minutes it finally began to subside. I realized that Josh wasn't sucking my dick anymore but was jerking me. I finally relaxed and lay back down flat and started panting. I looked up at Josh who was sitting up and looking at me with a smiling face.
"Are you ok?" He said.
"Oh yeah...yeah...I'm fine. That was... so amazing." I panted. It was nothing at all like any cum I had before. Josh lay back down next to me. I reached over and began jerking him off rapidly. I wanted him to experience what I did. After a minute or so he started tensing up.
"Is it starting yet?" I asked.
"Is...unhhh...what..starting?
"The Feeling. Are you getting it?"
"Yeah...yes...I...OHHHHHHH!!!" Josh tensed up, buckled his hips, and made a long grunt through gritted teeth. I felt his dick spasming in my hand. He made a second even longer grunt and started moving his head back and forth while thrusting his hips rhythmically upward. I moved his dick back and forth and up and down. I then kissed his dick and began licking his head. He tasted amazing. I couldn't wait any longer and I swallowed him whole. My mouth and dick tingled with pleasure and he moaned louder until he came in my mouth and I swallowed without hesitation. It was the best feeling I'd ever had.
We both lay their for a few minutes, the sound of our breathing filling the room. My ears were ringing. I looked over at Josh and he was lying there with his eyes closed, panting away. He looked so sweet that I almost wanted to cry at the sight of him. I rolled over and put my arm over him and placed my head down on his chest. I could hear his heart pounding away and my head moved up and down with his breaths. He put his left arm around me.
It was then that I realized that I was in love with him. Not a crush, but full blown, all out love. I wanted to be with him forever.
"I love you, Josh." I said without hesitation.
"I love you too. I thought I have for a while, now I know." He replied.
We had become really good friends in that moment and had bonded in a way indescribable. I wanted to stay with Josh forever.