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Meg was my love, we were both fourteen. Years ago I first layed eyes on her, she was beautiful. And she still is. At 14 years old, I once threw a party at my house. Oh boy I never expected it to end the way it did. So my parents were away for the weekend. My friend Anna had an older brother who could get us alcohol. The night before he brought 5 cases over, Two cases of Natural (he insisted it for the newer drinkers) 2 cases of Yeungling and a case of Miller light. On top of that he...

I watched the plane taxi to the runway, and take off. I left and headed home with tears in my eyes as I was already missing her. I moped around the cottage for the rest of the day. She call later that night to tell she arrived home safe and sound. We chatted for an hour about her 2 week stay here. After she hung up I felt a little better, and headed off to bed. Summer of 82 passed quickly into fall, and we talked numerous times about when was I going to come out west and visit her. I...

***** Diary Excerpt One: “Following the threat of a sexual harassment lawsuit, the second such threat levied against me by two separate Personal Assistants the suits in HR, in light of my skills and results, decided to give me one last chance before they would be forced to take additional disciplinary actions. In an effort to reduce the likelihood of a repeat scenario they decided to assign me a PA that they assumed, correctly, would not be to my tastes. However, they did not take into account how much to his tastes I would be.” ***** Ayesha drummed her fingers irritably...

So here I am again, lost in thought, shutting everyone out. It’s one of those moods that creeps in so slowly, like a nite of champagne, a single candle, and a playlist that could make a flip-of-the-wrist at a rainbow parade want to slit his wrists. Initially, you think you are just in the mood for champagne, just cause it tastes so sweet and it is the choice beverage of toasts at times of celebration, so how could it be gloomy. And of course the candle symbolizes a sense of romance, passion and even peaceful self-preserving meditation. And of course the...